enkaospassagerare

I deny i was there
all those pictures
i will never fucking admit
that it was me, sitting there all alone
my bloody hands....
shows the knife in my wrists
but it was you
only you
who drag me down
can´t get it out of my head
AHHHH!!!
I fucking hate you for that
How could you?
How could I?
Your memory shuts my mouth
still my pain with so much alcohol
Hope i fucking DIE!
I am the betrayer of my life
All my scars...
It is me
In your eyes
Fukken not blind EYES!
Keep them closed forever!
I will never forgive you for that
I will never forgive myself
This is my funeral
and i´m not dead!
FUCK!

Juni 2006